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well,.start wif Salam first. Salam sume...=)..Cam masuk uma orang,..ye la..since this blog ady being abandoned by its superbz n forgetful owner...me la tuh.



Nothing much to be shared and elaborated..but maybe...nk share story on my recent problem : change job...yes,..change job!



Untuk dijadikan cerite,..after gave up to wait the partner for my current job,..I pun with panjang x berape panjang pk nyer,..g la attend interview for a new job,..n alhamdulillah,..passed the iv n being called for the job.....so,..the big problem nyer stat with is it I am ready enough to leave the current job?hoho...one week pk,..makan x kenyang,..tdo x lena,..muke toya habis duk mati2 pk nak decide..ciap call sana sini mintak tolong buat solat istikharah same2...and on that particular week tu la,..I am very sensitive whenever I see my worker's face (they'r nepalist!!)..coz mybe I ady feel sad to leave them...oh came on nany...haha



Then,..on next monday, I met my boss with the letter of resignation. Since I ady expected her feedback, so the 2 hours tarok gave me zero impact..but since she decline to sign the letter n ask me to re-think again,..so I came back to her on that friday..same decision,..still wanna leave.so another 2 hours tarok I got, together with 2 hours from my coordinator..



And,..the things remain on that way...until,..I got another offer, new basic and new DEPT! from Mr.L...waa..I din know bout that till one monday morning I being called by my boss,..so early in the morning,..and in her room,..she told me,..bout the offer but not 100% of it. She told me,..that got another boss..offering me a new basic..but she replied that Mr.L email that I want that basic but want to remain in her dept...cisss,..and I feel unsatisfied. and unfair bcoz she decide for me.lol.



So I came back to her after few days and voice out my decision..which is to accept the new offer n cancel resign...and,..haha..my boss become super sahya mengamuk in her office..she even throw her breakfast on the wall the moment I said my decision..n I of course,..speechless..n just wait for her further reaction.....bla..bla...n as for conclusion for that session,..I got yelled, insulted,..being called with that-so-not-nice-name-to-be-called and etc..I know why she bcome like that, She felt challenged... That's it...



And now,.I gave up. Haha. I din even try an effort to met Mr.L to ask his help to let me in his dept..Entah. Malas dah. Give up la tu kan?hoho. So,............ I'm resigning. peace.=).


nota buku lima:
1. My current dept is QA, Mr.L dept is R&D...n both boss are super enemy.i like.

malam yang remang..ade k word neh?

pose da nak masuk 7 hari daaa....tp ak still berbuke gan kawan2 keje,..
ble eyh nk balik,..
teringin plak nk mkn mknn kg y ak salu makan,..pucuk ubi rebus,..ikan kering..uhh nikmatnyer...
dak2 ni td maen forward2 emel gmba eskem berjela2 time keje pon ak x terliuq lgsung,..huu
saya minah kampung,..slere xle ubah 100%..lala~
sebek meru ni port jawe gak..ade la gak y le ak rase2 ble da teringin sgt,..huu









sabtu lepas g shopping,..act ak kunun2 nk teman kak ifa survey2 barang kawen dy jek,..maka,..ble ak da ternampak segale mcam bende kat jalan tar tuh,..konpem la habes barang rm50,..60..da cam orang da kawen,..sibuk beli hiasan uma u raye,..seb baek la balik raye kang naek kete ngan housemate,..so tiada batasan nak bawak ape..hua3...penat tu konpem ahh,..cume y best,..cuace cam support jek mood ak nak berjalan hari tuh,...
mendung belaka~







n lagi2 best bile ak sauk satu handbeg raye kt sogo...gile lame ak belek,.naek gak la darah kak ifa tunggu ak belek..haha..sory la ye,.ak memang cerewet cket,..nak2 plak ksut ak pki wat hal,..smp kaki ak melecet,..so kak ifa kne tahan sabar lagi tunggu ak belek kasut pulak..agagaa




k ahh,..da pas borak2 gan housemate neh,..dr terawih td moreh depan tv+gosip2..sume stok cte design bju rsaye msing..masyuk wooo ckp sal raye..kenagan2 beraye nek beskal kejadah sume...hoho..n lg masyuk ble ak tbe2 teringat yang ak ade 20++ anak sedare y kecik2 y da ready tunggu wet raye dr aku tahun ni..hmmphh!!senak ak pk amount y dorang da demand..xp anak2 menakan ku...demi korg,..cik nany akan ot sume hari n mase y leh ot kt kilang ni..mulia nye niat aku..huhu






aittt..td cam da cakap k ahh,..again,..k ahh,..nak berlabuh tirai malam,..
jom titon buddies..
n tbe2 teringat lagi..zaman2 pose kt unibersiti dlu,..sibuk gan psm smp buke pon ala kadar j hari2,..rushing blik blek hari2 dr lab demi psm,..hoho..alkisah,..sume nye tinggal kenangan sekarang...y penting da lepas!!hmm...ok2,..







nytto.muah2.niat ye~=))

ape kene dengan aku ni?

ha?ha?
adui..ape kene dengan aku ni hari ni...otak x centre k hape,..
k ak ny mental distracted sangat dengan lagu raya y dak sebelah ak pasang..
time dengar ak cam rilek j
xd tacing sangat2,.(rasenyer la).....
atau pong,..ak jauh hati dengan partner keje aku...hohoho
ak serabut la bile ak dengan partner ak x sependapat dalam keje since before asyik sependapat jek,..
lagi2 bile ak sokong orang yang dy x suke...
nak sangat tahu ape yang dy pk time ak cakap opinion ak tuh..kalau la bole dek non,..xdla ak kusut camni,..
xtaw nak dahulukan hati partner keje yang banyak tolong aku or dahulukan perkara yang aku rase betul..tetttt..berat2...
lagi berat bile ak asyik terasa (cam haram) gan dak2 tempat keje yang laen,.
plissssss...aku bukanlah sombong ya tuan2,..mahupun malu2 n pkran naif2,..aku luar biasa~hoho..
susah la nak berkawan.konklusi nya.ak kene ubah ape aaa agaknye..care senyuman?,..care sapaan/teguran? care gurauan? or care jalan ?(xd kaitan)..tolong la bagitaw..
ak x larat nk selamanya begini...eh ayat melampau..
ak x sanggup nak serabut sampai ak x buat daily working report lagi esok2...huhu..
balik cepat2 sb nak mngadu kt cne...
bf ak wat2 caring tp dy kt kedai makan.bengang tul..xle nak mngadu...bising ohh..+_+..

oh ye,..esok puase.so ape lagi..niat sebulan!!
Selamat berpuasa buddies.

smokers: please!!



jangan lupe u melupekan amalan yang patut dilupekan ketika bulan ramadhan~

daa~

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9.03am

mak aih,..
duk pikiaq2...x kua idea gak nk tulih ape..bukan ape,..dah lame sangat neh ak x bagi nafkah kt blog aku neh,..k sebab xd y menarik u dikongsikan,...huhu,..

pagi ahad ni agak bosan ye tuan2,..since xd langsung plan u berpoya2,..macam rase nk kua tp nak tunggu nexwik j la,..sekali b'dating,..ni pon,badan cam suam2 ayam jek,..nak domam~..tp enggak le kot,..pale x peneng,..haissh,..jom bekpes lu tuan2,..mane taw dpt ilham time hirup milo barang seteko dua..


muke kte same skg meow~

zasss~!


8.26 pm

puyooo..gle lame ak crik ilham...malang tul,..mmg x dapek hape pon~

sungguh la..xpla..type ikut cedap ati jek la...belasah jek..janji x terbeban ati aku gan rase bersalah x update belog ini,..huhu
esok keje blik dah.
rini konon2 xnk Ot sb nk belajar photoshop..hampeh jang,..
memang bute tech tul lah,..terhegeh2 nk bljr,..
nape la dulu x belajar time kat u,..banyak cket tenaga mengajar haa..huk3

malam ni terai la lg..sambil2 usha2 tenet carik handbeg y aku nk pau bf aku nexwik,..huu..seronotnyer...
x sabar nak jadi pisau cukur..lalala~ala..dun wori la..ak baru level 2 j pisau cukur,..habis jambang bf plak t cukur sume,..hik!

ok,..da nak publish k?bole r,..no point la tonite,..sebab da lame x hang out la ni kot,..so kureng lihat keadaan sekeliling~kureng idea hambe..tadi ade la g pasar,..xkan nak cte aku beli jagung bakar, bihun sup and cempedak goreng pastu hujan jadi maen lari2 kt pasar tu kot.dak tadika pon leh cte.huu..udeh2,

cmni keje lelame kt cne bukan makin berkembang otak aku,..karat iye la!haihhh,..

ok2,..ak pon da give up gan karutan aku,..marilah kte mandi berjemaah sume~
malam kian larut.ewah.shejookk konpem!

daa~

bersedia u dibenci

weys,..
title ak begitu,..bersedia ye u dibenci.haha.
saje nak share pengalaman training aku.
and kate2 tu yang aku dapat each time ak g belajar kat dept orang.
jawatan ak memang ramai orang benci.kwank2.sebab,..

dept aku;
1)banyak cekadak u meet mgmt requirement.
2)banyak mintak changes pada bende yang dah sedia ada.
3)banyak doubt method orang lame.
4)banyak propose benda baru yang bukan semua orang boleh terima.

heh,..dapat la agak cket kan ak bahagian ape,..y paling leceh.itula dy..
but,..overall,..xdla heavy sgt keje,..if balik 2,3 jam lewat pun sebab projek or meeting,.
and that doesnt count as overtime dude.tu y x best uhh....hampeh j kan,..

tp inilah kehidupan,..and ak baru nak berjinak2,..kene banyak bersabar~
memang mustahil la leh apply semua yang aku belajar time belajar dulu,
jangan berani2 ko sebut segale macam programming u control proses,.
konpem dapat title bajet bagus free yo...

ok lah,..training pon lom totally over,..so not much can be shared today,
learning process can be kinda interesting if u can handle in +ve way no matter how hard is that,..
wink2~hehe..saje remind u all n dr sndrik~

and and and...to all father2 who read this,..even belated,..still,..wishing u..happy father's day..i love my dad,miss him soooo much,..my mom also.. may them rest in peace and roh mereka dicucuri rahmat olehNya,..
to abah angkatku di Serom jua...will visit u soon dad!!

daa~

miss my beby lumix

ohh,..rindu nye kt camera.camera cabuk ku.

camera peneman hati.

x dapek nk cam-whoring bile sunyi2,sepi2,bosan2.

haihhh.july really need to go balik kampung and take.

company bg camera but for inhouse use jek.amek pic nepal curik2 tdo bwh mesin, toilet kotor, longkang tersumbat etc etc etc etc.

nak gmbr ak y senyum comel2.

nak update blog gan gmbar.baru ada keterujaan di situ.visual's role better than words~

ahhh,ckp sal camera,..tbe2 nk letak target blackberry bold before mid august.ciap la.ak da terpengaruh gan rakan kerja yang x berape sebaya.

too early nk target transport 4 tayar,6 tayar or 8,12 tayar.eheh.

before end,nak kate sumthing,..iaitu,..kesal.why?.

sebab,apek isap ganja.nape isap?nape?bajet x kantoi sebab fizikal memang dari dulu cmtuh?haishh.xtaw la pasne if ak tengok apek ade rase suke lagi or x.
last time,.bukti aku suke,ak pegi promo jus manggis dy kat utm y mane hanya 0.002% attendance dak utm.laen sume outsiders...

ak bosan malam ini.tu jek sebenarnye ak nak cakap dari awal entri neh.

i'll come to you honey, Blackberry Bold Smartphones

daa~

air dicencang xkn putos

tajuk drama?tajuk novel?pun bukan,..
ak saje nk tulis,..sumthing y watkan ak sedar diri,..bile ak rase ak da ilang kawalan diri,..but now x,..ak terkawal.=)

the quote refer to bonding between siblings which never ever can be break no matter happens,
u ppl must get the idea the reason for me writing this because i miss my siblings dy,..huu
kind of~

i love my sisters n brothers.that's it.
now am away from them. their youngest sister~ (its me,..huu)
but,..among all of them...the 2 closest sis to me is nana n k yan..yela..laen sume da de fmly masing2 an..sob2...

these 2 person always have a fight with me while we're sitting together.
i really wanna stop my childish action n thought and stop giving them headache,..plus i got sin free2 by going against them,..huu,..i found myself ego and hardly can accept the advice,..esp when i think my thought/opinion is much better compared to them,..i dont really think opinion from "ppl who ate salt earlier than you" is always applicable,
deep inside my heart,..i also hate to get into fight,..but the immature me always lack of those emotional control skill.

But anyway,..afta my parents passed away,..i think that i have improved in certain part,..just dont know if they realised or not...hak3

For both of you,..nana n k yan,..i really love you.love sgt2.more than i love my boyfriend.
only that,..am so sorry for hurting both of you all this while...
thanx for always being there for me,..thanx for giving me support in study though the greatest bad things occurred...and,
thanx for giving me money oso..hehe

wish you....happy sister's day(if any)..ehehe
and pray both of you always in a pink of health.

i wish i can say this face-to-face this Syawal..=)





some pics taken during Syawal last year,..k yan,.nana n aku..err,..y sorg lg tuh,..my anak menakan..danny~



akhirnya,..terluah gak,..only ble da jauh di mate~
daa~